September 22, 2021
Steve: What do you really want to tell me?
I: That I am afraid. And when I am afraid, I speak.
S: Go on
S: And when I am afraid, I become terrified.
I: And when I become terrified, I speak (and am quite good at it)
S: And now?
I: …….. *unable to speak*……..
∞: Zecharias, too.
Fall on your knees.
Be Still and Know.
I: I’m scared of my Self.
Are you afraid of Me?
You should be.
Steve: Let’s go back to the laughter.
I: Laughter? What are you referring to?
S: The laughter earlier. Why were you laughing?
I: When? Was I?
S: yes…. You were drawing a pyramid, with a hole in the side, and bridge over the water
∞: The pyramid is plundered
∧: The act is over
∞: Lukey poo… Wakey wakey
Yesterday is GONE
꩜: Praise God
I: the symbol ∧ …. Who are you?
∧: three lives you have been living
this will be your only time to live
I: Yes, and I am afraid.
∞: Of yourself, still?
Why don’t you try trusting your Soul?
Do you trust hers?
I: I did – but I do not trust her as I did before
∞: Those are not the same thing.
Nor were you trusting Soul.
You are not yourself.
You are your cute, cute Charlie.
It’s safer there, after all.
ɣ: Show me King and integrate.