Journal: Yes, but THIS Self [11/6/21]

November 6, 2021

O: Listen, you’ve gotta stop this and get down to business. We’ve got work to do.

I: Soul

You cannot bring up
what you cannot contain

I: I contain both of them now, Soul.
The Above and The Below have met.
As the book says, “As Christ, so I.” *
I love you, my soul!

We dwell here [drawing]
I dwell everywhere in it
But we (you and I) are found here [drawing]
It was formerly this [drawing]
But we brought them together [drawing]

I: This reminds me of the hand mudra AJ and I made…. The locking. As if its a principle in practice, a tangible means to enter and find the Self

Yes, but THIS Self [points to drawing]

I: Regardless, let’s get back to it. Just keep that in mind.

Your pride and your arrogance is astonishing. Where have you learned to talk to me this way?

I: From the road I have taken, Oh my Soul. And the joy of the suffering is finding You in the conjoinment.

Lie [drawing]

I: I dont understand. Explain.

You do not love me

I: How can you say that?!

Remember the beach….
The fish breakfast….
The glow of the coals in his eyes…*

I: Absolutely

“Cepha… do you love me”

“Feed my sheep”

No grass can be grown in your new garden without the Soul.
I water and flourish and make things grow.



The night is dark and full of terrors

I: And all are contained in me now, Soul

[Drawing of a newly built bridge, with a river running underneath it.]


* 1 John 4:17 – “By this is love perfected with us, so that we may have confidence on the day of judgment; for as Christ is, so also are we in this world.”

** John 21:1-19

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