Journal: What Was The Godhead? [12/4/21]

Journal: What Was The Godhead? [12/4/21]

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December 4, 2021
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S:
What was the Godhead? 

[drawing – a “Trinity Shield”]

S:
And what was it after the incarnation? Did you ask BINGHAM?


I:
Yes, as a matter of fact, I did. I remember talking with him about this very conundrum.
Surely the Incarnation changes the IMAGE? How could it not?

S:
But the Image is not destroyed…The image is GOD.
And yet…God cannot “change”… CAN IT?


S:
If God cannot change, what about His Image? Can His images change?
If His images can be changed, then doesn’t the God?

S:
Ahhhhh.
So now we come to it.
The heart of things.

[drawing] 

I:
But the God does not “change”; the God becomes.
Consider the example as taught, with the circle and triangle.
When the circle meets the triangle, the circle loses singularity of essence as merely “circle”.
It does not remain as O but becomes: [O+^]  (which is something else altogether)
by taking the ^ into and unto itself.

S:
For a man to master himself is one thing.
But for a man to master the gods – O! Oh that is another.
But now, you wont let go without holding on. See?

“AJ”:
Luke – listen to me.
(aside to others) NO I’m NOT using the FUCKING symbols.
Luke – listen to me: Stooooooop.

꩜:
Luke


I:
I just thought of the scene in the 1989 Batman movie, where Bruce Wayne flips out and says – “You wanna get nuts? Well come on – LET’S GET NUTS!” and he shatters the glass on the ground and looks at the Joker right in the face holding nothing but a fire iron… 

O:
And how old were you when you saw the film? 

I:
8 years old. Maybe 10.

[Drawing: Infinity symbol buried underground. 2 round seeds on the right side of the symbol.
The other side has 0 seeds. Written under the drawing: “SHE TOLD YOU TO WRITE”]

[Cross/Fish:]
There’s a time to flip tables,
 and a time to look with those eyes. 

[drawing]

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I:
Something approaches. 

Δ:
Well, who is THIS? (in reference to O)

I:
That’s the king.

Δ:
STOP PERFORMING.
No one’s watching.
No one cares. 

O:
Contain him


I:
*Breathes, and contains.*
Who are you? 

Δ:
I am Dionysus, and the other side of his joyous gifts.

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End the psychosis with 

(1) The Breath
(2)  The  Body
(3) _________

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[drawing] 

I:
What is this? What are you are showing me?

Δ:
These are teeth

I:
Teeth of what?

Δ:
Teeth of a dragon

I:
What are they here for?

Δ:
Why are you imitating, now?
Just be yourself.

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O:
Sometimes,
you gotta take the crazy
and make something sensible,
not uncontained.

O:
First of all, get it right:
THIS [O] is an Ouroboros.

I:
…….

O:
1 – How do you know this?
2 – WHEN and HOW did you discover this?
3 – WHEN are its appearances? [i.e., in your writings]


O:
That’s an OUROBOROS.
And not a “ciiiirrrrclllleeeee”

I:
Well. You certainly don’t have to be so snarky about it.
How was I supposed to know this? With my background?
Look, these are the kinds of learning games
WE play to teach our young these things:
“Child! Let’s learn our shapes!
Place the circle in the circle!
Goooooood boy!
Now the square, in the square!
Goooooood boy!
Now the triangle….”
That’s how we learned about circles.

꩜:
Luke – She says: “Stop projecting your shit onto me”

I:
Yes, I know 


꩜:
“So STOP”


I:
I’m afraid I can’t do that


꩜:
“STOP. You have gone too far.”

I:
I go where my soul leads me. 

꩜:
Ahhhh but the soul is not the Shepherd.
So – You seem to be mistaken.
“I go where my soul leads me” …
No – YOU go where YOU lead you.

YOU lead you.

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