Category: Journal
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2/15 (Part 2)
2/15 Pt. 2 I walked the hearth, placing the items in each direction, moving my thumb through each slot of the wheel. I spoke the prayers and smoked the sage,placed the staff against the hearth’s fire,and sat down in the chair, facing the flames. The Hooded Man came first. I could sense his presence behind
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2/13: Part 4
The song of Luna playing in my head. I walk from the lodge towards the woods,with all of the items and dressingsas carefully instructed by my Guide. And I saw that the moon was beautiful. And I heard the music coming from the itemswhich I was carrying in my pocket: A pub coaster…A keychain from
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his very own children
4/6/22 And after reading it,I remembered all the countless momentsof unspeakable meaning I discovered there,so far down, so suppressed and so forgotten. And I remembered all the unfathomable experiencesalong that particularly frightful and disorienting path,and all the psyche-shattering moments which blinded my sightalong that darkest leg of that journey when all the lights went out,when
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4/5
Home from work by 6:20. I head to the treehouse, following the lead of my soul. Look at that sun. I climb the steps. I reach the top. I look through the screenand I see it is full of wasps. And I feel somewhere down in my gut the reaction of mine last year, and I see
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2/11.5
Ho. Ly. Shit. 😲😱🤯🤯🤯
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2/11.4
2/11/22 The snipping of the shears grew louder as I entered back in. I see the tree in Wu Tan’s garden had grown to the height of a man. I am stunned by this. Wu Tan was now standing, trimming the branches at eye-level with his sheers. He sensed me as I approached. He paused
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2/11.3
6 — CONFLICT — 6 HEXAGRAM NUMBER 6: “Conflict” It is important to mind one’s step at the very beginning; then things will have a chance to work out all right.” — D.F. Hook JUDGEMENT Conflict. You are sincere and are being obstructed. A cautious halt halfway brings good fortune. Going through to the end brings
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2/11.2
2/11/22 Walking back inside the house from after my meeting with “Wu Tan” (??). Head swimming with the encounter that just happened. The clarity of it, the undeniable reality of all of these experiences and experiments with “The Unconcious” the past several months…. The visions and visitations; the intuitions, and the synchronicities; encounters with my
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2/4
[Front porch] H.E.:Know the sacred bundles you carry.Learn to carry them in their bundles. ———— He stepped back inside the house. He could hear the Mother singing, humming while she cooled and stirred the pot in the inner-most of the lodge. He stopped, and looked up at the cross. “Go and meet her there,” JC
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2/3
Heavy rain drops.The chill of the coming cold. Thud. Thud. Thud.ChaakTokI’Chaak Images of the young warriorStrung high and lifted up ArmsLegsShoulders Raised and strung up Chaak..Chaak..every drop. My back has borne these scars. What more, then? There drags four skulls of the buffalo. “You will drag them until finished,and until ripped from your flesh,so as
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2/2
The woman,the one outside the lodge. Fearful of scattering the corn,with the flaming red bird now risenfrom the ashes of The Great Fire,and the great fires preceding. The bird was in flight,with a fresh eye for golden corn. Its wings rushed down upon the face of the plains,the wind whipping the woman’s hair and stinging