Category: Journal
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On Belonging
11/9/225:44pm “We told you,” they said.“She belongs to us.” But where does asoul belong? Can it be“belonged”by another? Does the soulbelong unto herself? Where does sheplace her belonging? THISand only thishas rightful claimon belonging. “She belongs to us….” So Yes,indeed,she does.
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Cherry Pie (10/18 pt. 4)
October 18, 2022 “Cherry Pie” October 18, 2022 9ish pm. I arrive at the top of the hill. I exit my vehicle, and walk towards the pavilion. A dark night. No moon. Bright shinning stars. Quiet. Calm. Beautifuly calm. I approach the pavilion. I see several dark silhouettes sitting at the south table.I hear voices. […]
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Fire On The Mountain (10/18 pt. 3)
“Fire On The Mountain” (10/18 Pt. 2) “Fire on the mountain. Run boys, run!” ~ Charlie Daniels October 19, 2022 Transcribed from Journal. And what all took place last night (10/18), from the leaving of the last page until this very present moment (10/19 8pm)? 16 hours later, and 1600 things. Let us remember. I […]
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Smite The Halls (10/18 Pt. 2)
10/18/22 October 18, 2022 Home8:30pm In the Inner sanctum.A particular subject on my mind.I open the book, and begin to write. *enters CGJ* *A conversation ensues* *Then…* CGJ: You must learn to distinguish between the two. This is of the utmost importance. The vagus nerve: did you study and address it? I: Not exactly CGJ: […]
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CGJ ~II~ (10/18 Pt. 1)
May 28, 2022 CGJ: Breathe. Breathe, my boy. Breathe. Come back to me. To me. To me. CGJ: A child who does not want to breathe? There is no such thing. *I breathe*CGJ: A child who does not want to fear? The world is full of them. They are mostly adults. CGJ: When a child […]
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three [10/16]
10/16/22 I: What an interesting turn of events.What a set of circumstances the past week. S: Now listen: Much to pay attention to.No more spilling secrets.You deplete their magicwhen poured abroad. The greatest magiciansnever reveal their tricksbut give credit wherecredit is due: Magic. (And I thought about thisas it relates to our Lord:is this not […]
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yours
10/12/22 Things are turnin now,lad, and turnin quickly. Use your full advantage here. Take all you’ve learned,and put it now to use:the winds blow, and favor from all 4. Put your hand now to the wheel. Whats yours is yours. So fly.
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The Build
10/11/22 Now onto the build, lad.Onto the build.And this is why yehave the hammer.Not to destroy(per se),and not to kill,but to build. So build, then. ———————— ———————— I: I see many forces at work, operating in me, and against me. O: Eye. It’s Ragnarok en LukeLand.
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2/15 (Part 2)
2/15 Pt. 2 I walked the hearth, placing the items in each direction, moving my thumb through each slot of the wheel. I spoke the prayers and smoked the sage,placed the staff against the hearth’s fire,and sat down in the chair, facing the flames. The Hooded Man came first. I could sense his presence behind […]
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2/13: Part 4
The song of Luna playing in my head. I walk from the lodge towards the woods,with all of the items and dressingsas carefully instructed by my Guide. And I saw that the moon was beautiful. And I heard the music coming from the itemswhich I was carrying in my pocket: A pub coaster…A keychain from […]
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his very own children
4/6/22 And after reading it,I remembered all the countless momentsof unspeakable meaning I discovered there,so far down, so suppressed and so forgotten. And I remembered all the unfathomable experiencesalong that particularly frightful and disorienting path,and all the psyche-shattering moments which blinded my sightalong that darkest leg of that journey when all the lights went out,when […]